No matter what

No matter what I do
everything will be wrong for you
because the wrongness you see is not in what I do
but in what I am

No matter what I say
you will always find anything to say against
because the words you refute are not just things I say
but they tell about who I am

No matter what I choose
or whom, or how, I am sure
that even when you say it is mine to choose
still, you think I am such a fool
because given the chance, only a fool
would elect to be who I am

No matter how I feel
not even when my heart is ill
the only thing that matters, in the end
is the way it makes you feel
myself being who I am